Molest me...

Josh

2004-03-30T01:39:15Z

Oh my god Josh is so freggin hot! I don't really wanna bang him he just makes me horney! boner. I want his body! And he looks just like Troy right Heidi! His eyes are so prettyyyy! I want to lick them. Kourteney said he's kinda like how Alex is. Not in the bitch sence in the... me me me sence. well please comment everyone, what should I do now? I still think Chris is beautiful but Josh is more........ me. Mucho Grande Lurve

Angi

Grow up!!

2004-03-24T22:17:39Z

Ive been thinking, and I need to Grow up. I mean who am I? Im a failing Sophmore who just sits around all day gets high and drunk then goes home and hides from her parents so they dont find out. I try to do well but Im just too lazy. Im 16! -16- and look at me. I have nothing to show. where am I going? nowhere. I have to start being something. now. well I gtg

LURVE

Angi

OMG

2004-03-16T22:19:56Z

Oh my God. I can't believe I forgot to write about my date with Chris! ok well Saterday he called and then he came and picked me up at like 7:30 ( he got a new hair cut) and he met my parents and he did really well and they were kinda Gay. He said yes maam to my mom. It was cute. My mom was like oh you don't have to call me maam. We got to the car and I said sorry that he had to meet them and he was like no its fun. fun? hes so weird. So we didn't make the secret windows one and we went to this other one called Spartan. He hated it because he didn't get it. I think he likes movies that are more... I don't know the word. So we were in the theatre and We had to sit way up front, and we werent touching. Then he kinda slides his hand over so were holding hands. Then hes kinda leaning on me so he lifts up the armrest so we can get closer. Now he's got his hand around my back and puts his other arm over my waist so he has his arms wraped around me and he's got his nose on my cheek and I feel him looking at me. So then I look at him and we Kiss. UHHH it was so nerve racking. It was a good kiss though. Then we watched the movie a little while longer and he did the nose thing again and I didn't turn so he kissed my cheek. That was SO cute! ~oh but the most wow like oh my god adorable sweet amazingly Chris thing was when he had his arms around me and he was running his fingers over my skin and I was just kinda sitting still and He pulled my shirt down so that it covered my skin. I know it sounds stupid but it was like oh not just thinking about sex maybe something else.~ so after he kissed me on the cheek I turned and we Kissed but this time it was for a long time. so yea We had a lot of fun on that date. He hated the movie, I thought it was ok. We got taco bell afterwards and we drove home and he barely made it in time. He kept saying thank you Angi I had a lot of fun. all I was thinking is why are you thanking me your the one who paid for it all. Hes really cute. well i'm gonna go now. Mucho Grande Lurve
Angi

LTNS

2004-03-16T21:20:05Z

Hey, haven't written in a while. Lets see what has happened... Yesterday Heidi Kay and I all played in the rain. We were dancing in the driveway in the rain and then we went and ran around in the neighbors sprinklers. We threw mud and it was good. Kay got out her little kiddie pool. Kay got into a bra and underware, I wore my shirt and bikini bottom and Heidi wore pants and a sweater. It was good. Then we had Alex tip the pool over at the top of the drive way and we layd down at the bottom. We had a lot of fun!!! Today I dont know what happened this morning. I was too tired. I remember the bus ride and talking to Mitch. hmmph Oh I was really erratated with Alex he is bein a BITCH lately. Yea... It rained today and Kourteney and I played in the Rain!!! it was good also. I saw Chris at Lunch. We talked about him joining the Marines and he said he's not gonna die but I don't believe him. I don't want him to. I dont think he's gonna like it. I hope he likes it. I hope he doesn't die. Mike the neighbor came over Yesterday and told me I didn't deserve that kind of treatment (Chris canceling on me and then showing up at pig on a pond) He told me I can't date him anymore and that he'll park his patroll car in front of our driveway so that I can't date him, and I just laughed and told him that he's crazy. I got called up to the office today and I met this guy named Clint and he's cool he approched me and then I met this other guy named Steven I think and hes pretty cool too. I approched him, and told him I like spagetti. He's friends with Justin. Justin loves Kay. Kays friends with me. We have a connection. Bing. lluurrvv

MQ- WOOKYE

wookye @ 2004-03-13T09:30:00

2004-03-13T14:32:36Z

FRIENDS

Me And You Are Friends ...

You Smile, I Smile .....

You Hurt, I Hurt ....

You Cry, I Cry ...

You Jump Off A Bridge ...

I'm Gonna Miss You!

ditched

2004-03-13T13:30:13Z

I dont remember why I had to stop writing yesterday but anyways... whats up? im chilin, yesterday I was supposed to go out with Chris and I took like a long time getting ready and he calls and says he came but went to the wrong house so I told him to come back and he said ok and then he called back and said how about tomorrow. Kinda dissapointed but oh well what can you do. So then we went to pig on a pond and he was there. I didn't say hi because he was to far away but yea. maybe tonight. Hes supposed to call me. I have to do work around the house today. Balls. I did my toes yesterday and they are really purrty. well im going to go now

Mucho Grande Lurve

Angi

Sleep

2004-03-12T17:45:25Z

Oh my god! I slept all day yesterday. I got home and did my journal and then I fell asleep on the couch and next thing I know its 5:30. So I went and made a PB&J sandwich then I went to sleep in my room and I slept until 8:30 this morning. Thats 16 1/2 hours. god damn. Well anywho, I cleaned my room a littl ill finish writing l8ter

Nervous

2004-03-11T20:47:12Z

Hey! wuts up? today I got a ride with Chris again and we Skipped first period and we went to McDonalds twice. We went and visited Trevor but then we pulled into this little dead end strip of cement and this cop pulled over and was like you aren't supposed to be here and Chris was like oh sorry we didn't know and he said we were from Orlando and didn't know and the cops like let me see some ID Chris gave him his and the guy was like this was issued 2 years ago and chris was like oh yea I moved here 2 years ago. The cop was all dont lie to me like that. so he got my ID and Heidi and Christal out of the car and asked them their names separetly to make sure they weren't lieing and they weren't. The cop was just a dick. He just had to make a big deal of it when he could have just been like you cant be in this area could you please move. yea whatever. Sometimes I hate cops. Oh my god Im so Tired! tonight were supposed to go to pig on a pond. Its a carnival. Heidi and I that is. I tried to call Kay but she didn't answer. ok I gotta go im gonna take a nap.

Lurve

Angi

Bizatch

2004-03-11T02:21:27Z

mmmmm hmm... okie... This morning my alarm clock went off and I dreampt that I had left it on all night so that I could wake up in the morning, so I decided I had to turn it off to go to sleep, so I turned it off. My mom woke me up at like 6. I was almost late to the bus but I made it. Then when we got to Heidi and Kay's stop freckin' Heidi came screaming get off the bus Angi!!! so I got off and rode with them and Chris. We had exams and Im purty sure I passed my Geometry one with a good grade, but I passed my world history exam with a 90. Awsome Pausome! Tomorrow I have Art exam. Hope I pass. Then Heidi Kay and I got a ride home with Chris. We had to get off at the corner so his step mom wouldn't see. I guess she's crazy. She is the one who yelled at us for walking in her yard. Anywho yea so then I hung out with Heidi and we had so much fun! we fed cows and stuff. One of the cows was eating plastic and we walked up and Heidi starts screaming at the top of her lungs 'DROP IT, NOOOO YOURE GONNA DIE!!!' I started laughing so hard I fell down and freckin' almost peed my pants. It was so damn funny! Also Kay Courteny Monica and I took a wagon and rode down the drive way. fell down everytime. Courteny fell the most. That was Kick ass! then Mon and I went to Heidi's and freckin' wrote all over her walls with chalk. Then we tried to get it off and it wouldn't come off. oh my goodness we had so much fun today. Kay cut courteney some shorts from her pants and she looked hot ass! tomorrow im going to Courteney's house to spend the night were gonna have so much fun!. Friday is Chris and I's date, im so nervous. but im really excited. I hope he doesn't cancle. Ill be so crushed. I hope we dont' run out of things to say. im scrrrrrrd Kay hulp may!!!

Okie well gtg to bed mucho Grande lurve

tRoBa

xoxo Angi

olj

2004-03-10T01:16:46Z

Okie well, I'm back again. I just finished doing chores. I watered the grass in along the sides of the drive way. I have been thinking alot and i'm not quite sure what to do with myself. All that I can think about is Chris. He's freckin cute as hell. Im really nervous about Friday night. What if were hanging out and I can't think of anything to say. Im gonna die. What if he's like 'well we dont have anything in common and im bored. I dont think I like her very much at all.' ShIT! im scrrrrd. I hope I can think. I hope I dont sound StUpId like I always do. He makes me feel all sunni and squishy inside. He's so ........ Wonderful. Ugh, I need to get over that. Im just gonna hurt someone. Gotta stop bein stupid. I have to grow up. ok Here GOES khkkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkkhkhk I hope it worked Guess ill find out in the morrow mucho grande lurve

TrObA

ANGI

Heidi

2004-03-09T23:04:26Z

oh goodness. I miss chris. i wanna bang him. Kay can you change my Font???? peeeeeez Heidi is on the phone w/me rt. now. AHHH what to do What to do i feel so alone and helpless. I wish some one to love me brb

Chris

2004-03-09T21:09:53Z

I dont want him to leave me!

Bongs not bombs

2004-03-09T20:39:58Z

Hey, Whats up? Today was... hmmm, I can't think of a word for it. Miserable. There we go. This morning was FCAT NRT test. I didn't finish it. I went to all my classes. I have a soar throught and my tummy hurts whenever I eat. I saw Chris like... 3 times. It was good, but thismorning I wasn't feeling very happy and I was bitching that no one rode the bus and he was like ill pick you up and I didn't mean that everyone gets a ride with him. I ment im alone on the bus. well I have Crys but its just us. I deffinantly miss him. My whole body hurt so I took 2 muscle relaxers. I felt it for a lil bit but im fine now. It was only for like 15 mins. But I feel better now. Chris and I talked about this weekend and were going to the movies Friday night. First he's having a slip-n'slide party then were going to see a movie witch reminds me I have to look up whats out.

Heidi said Chris is leaving in 2 months. but he cant. and he wont. thats all i have to say about that.

I think I have a problem. When I get around people I dont know really well I freez. I cant' think or feel and it hurts. Im not shy I just dont know what to say. sometimes im afraid to say something stupid but most of the time I just can't get a word to go through my brain except for 'say something.' I think I have severe anxiety. Oh well what can you do.

-Troba-

Angi

Okie day- festering Herpes

2004-03-09T03:17:26Z

OK! wow! my first entry!!! Like OMG i'm so excited... okie what happened this weekend... lots.... I met the man i'm going to love for all my life. His name is Nick. He's freckin gorgous! He kinda looks like Johnny Depp. He lives in Georgia with his parents. He's 24. I know that sounds like a loser but he's not. He was married but his wife cheated on him with his freinds. Ever since he's been jobless and homless. He has no money and all he does is party, get drunk and get high. he's just... perfect. Everything I want. Carefree. Plus he's hot. My butt hurts. We went to goergia for Allen's nepheu's wedding. We got there after an eight hour drive and that night everyone gave me a drink because I was bored. i really liked the guy who was getting married! he was really nice. I think his name was Robert. Anywho, yea... it was great. I walked into the woods to smoke a sig and got stuck in the thorns and i have little scrapes all over my legs. Then i got caught smoking and mom didn't really care, at least im not in trouble. The next day was the wedding at like 2:00. It made me cry. They just seemed so happy. They cried and it just got me. Mom cried too . The next day we left and got back here around 5:30. Which brings us to today. I woke up at like 6:00 and fell back asleep and woke up at 6:31 i threw on some cloths and brought my toothbrush and brushed my teeth at school. We did FCAT today. It was really easy. He He Kay told me her mom talked to this guy who's the singer in some band and he was like hi whats yur name, and she said easy. hehe. 3rd period I did nothing. I kinda talked to Guba. He's really cool. I think I might like him... But then again it might be my fucked up mind mixing up like with just a friend. **Oh baby you, you got what i need, but you say he's just a friend, but you say he's just a friend** I do that alot, get the two mixed up. It sucks. That reminds me: I dont think that Travis likes me as a friend. I think he just wants my body, and that really sucks because I like him mucho grande as a friend. 4th hour I found out that that dumb bitch britany on our bus made Ms. J cry by saing that some people threatend to kill her or some shit. Heidi was one person included so you can see the severity . Then she has the nerve to tell some friends that she put toilet water in the water bottles and everyone was drinking out of them. She is a Bitch. khkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkh Well on a lighter note, I saw Chris today. I think I actually miss him. And for those of you who know me know that thats pretty amazing. He's just... comfy. And really funny and smart and cool. Heidi said he said he likes me and crystal said he told her that too. Crystal also said he said he wasn't going to ask me out. Thats kindof a dissapointment but I guess its for the better. Were supposed to go on a date this weekend but I still have to talk to him about it. We made the date like 2 weeks ago. Ive just been buisy. -(What does Avarice mean?)- I cant wait till tomorrow to see him. <I hate the way my mind works. Im a bitch and I like to many people. I HATE ME> OOOH ok. After school I want to Kay's with Kourtenie. We were walking to Kay's from Heidi's and Chris's step mom came out after I was saying hello to her son. She got really mad and told us not to walk in her yard anymore. I said ok and I was sorry but she was like Hello, and I think she was talking to Heidi but I said sorry again and she was like Are you def? so we just kept on walking to Kay's. She is very mean. Putting her on the Bitch list. Poor Chris. Well i'm tirrrrd and I might finish tomorrow.

Peace Nigga! TROBA

XOXO <TT W K>

Angi

wookye @ 2004-03-08T21:21:00

2004-03-09T02:22:22Z

This is a fucking entry!!!! troba olbah ma-goba!!!